Ohh how could i survive without your love and the hope you bring.

Sun, 08 May 2005 03:12:34 GMT

i like making my arm fall asleep to feel the tingle of it.
i'm fat.
& i need to be skinny.
obviously no one understands my need to be skinny.
but whatever.
i'm tired of being controlled by my mother. it's time for me to run away. seriously.
i'm pretty much sick of everything right now.
i really wish i could disappear until i graduate high school and i can finally leave this hell hole.
i'm pretty much sick of having dreams about my dad and them feeling so real.
i wish i could explain how bad that breaks my heart.
i feel like youre falling out of love with me.
and i wish i could explain how bad that breaks my heart.
i feel completely worthless.
and no one cares.

And if you kept me here forever

Ohh how could i survive without your love and the hope you bring.